Waiting for Bar Results

So it has hit me that I have about 3 weeks to get my results. There is no sure proof of this just a lot of speculation but it is enough to give me a panic attack. I have filled my time up with hot yoga, watching gossip girl when it is on TV instead of on DVR, and reading books...real books. I also love that I can take naps on Sundays and make plans with friends again, what would I do if I had to let that all go? I can not even think of what I would tell people. I am going this weekend to go plant a tree on a beach and use my zipcar for the first time, and I guess I just have to stop thinking about whether I should start studying early for July. So I am going to take my paranoid self and keep praying and hoping. If anyone else wants to join in prayer or burn hair or stab voodo dolls whatever works I support it!