Life After Bar Exam

1) Almost passing out during Hot Yoga
2) Almost falling on my face during weekly Hip Hop class because my foot got stuck on a chair move (not sexy)
3) Shopping for what..not sure but anything to keep me busy. Borders and books put my picture up as April's Best Customer because I filled my bag with loads of books that range from Mormons to dead bodies.
4) Working..or at least half of the time. No one knows what to give me or how to utilize me. I am too expensive to make copies but to cheap to do actually attorney work hence I surf the net all day.
5) Adding up my student loan on an excel spreadsheet
6) Counting the weeks, days, hours, seconds until the results come out - Priceless

Waiting for Bar Results

So it has hit me that I have about 3 weeks to get my results. There is no sure proof of this just a lot of speculation but it is enough to give me a panic attack. I have filled my time up with hot yoga, watching gossip girl when it is on TV instead of on DVR, and reading books...real books. I also love that I can take naps on Sundays and make plans with friends again, what would I do if I had to let that all go? I can not even think of what I would tell people. I am going this weekend to go plant a tree on a beach and use my zipcar for the first time, and I guess I just have to stop thinking about whether I should start studying early for July. So I am going to take my paranoid self and keep praying and hoping. If anyone else wants to join in prayer or burn hair or stab voodo dolls whatever works I support it!